Today I will begin running, as in one foot in front of the other, down the street, at a fast pace. I am always envious when I see a fit person on the run in my neighborhood, device strapped in securely by their armband, tangled up in earbuds, ponytail flapping side to side, their clothing blotched with sweat. There is a notion of freedom and empowerment these runners seem to possess. It becomes obvious to me they are in a zone, sorting out their thoughts, stomping on their worries and moving towards clarity.
Today I will strive towards this image, although I am quite sure I will be keeled over midway down the block, desperately sucking in air, feeling like the oxygen has suddenly vanished from planet Earth. My muscle will ache and my legs will wobble. I will have to remind myself that the image I seek begins by placing one foot in front of the other, on repeat. Today is the day to start something new, to work on a small goal and be the person you want to be. Today I will begin running.
We will pretend this is me. 🙂
Confession: I should be at the gym right now! No one will be upset that I am not there, climbing away on the stair machine. No one will even know. Well, except for me, and you, but you won’t say anything right?
Confession: I have been paying for a gym membership for a few months now and have gone a handful of times. Again, no one really cares, or says anything to me about it. Perhaps that’s the problem.
I’d rather, work on my novel, read a book, which I hope will improve my writing or give me ideas, or work on my blog. Like now. All of these acts, require me to sit on my butt, preferable with a cup of coffee and maybe a small sweet snack. Does this count as following my passion or just lack of motivation to be healthy? Hmm. Don’t answer that.
If you look around at people as they get older, you can tell who took care of themselves. I don’t want to be one of those people, struggling to walk, in poor health. I want to be a little spit fire, zipping around everyone, with a zest for life! I want to be like Jane Fonda! Yeah! I know, she is rich and probably had “work” done. You’re right, she did make all of those exercise videos and stayed fit.
Okay, Fine! I’ll go to the gym. . . . tomorrow. 😉
My fitness motivation.
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